holding my breath

tomorrow is the big day, first day of class. actually feel a little prepared, having worked out my brain a bit this weekend.

last night was rough. i did some work, watched a stupid movie (perfect thing for a post-study session), then started to organize my room. i talked to pete for a little while and got really overwhelmed by life. and then got scared about being overwhelmed when i hadn't even really started yet!

sigh. i wish i went to church today too. my study group met again this morning, then off to a brunch where they had all the clubs and orgs out. i signed up for a couple things, the christian one, the women's one, and internal medicine (they had a good spiel, i felt compelled).

then--and this is the exciting part--i cleaned my room! hallelujah, i have to say. i ended up moving my desk too, which got a little complicated with all the wires. definitely felt better after that. this evening we had dinner with a doctor, and i drove to some lake nearby to a cabin. it was nice, relaxing. met new people. i talked to the doctor's wife more than him. she was lovely.

but the best part of the day was definitely walking in my room and having it be waiting for me, all beautifully organized. ahhh, bliss. remind me that i like this feeling.